Sham ka samay tha.Baarish ki boondein rim jhim baras ke bas band hi hui thi, poora sahar jaise badlon ki chadar odha hua, sondhi miiti ki khusbu se su -sajjit, behat manmohak sa tha, phir bhi kuch khalipan sa tha.
Socha kuch likha jaye aur almari ke kisi kone se apni kalam aur kora kagaz dhoond nikala.
Aaj kai din baad kalam uthaya to laga wo mujhse kuch roothi hui hai, samajh nahi aaya kya hua ise.Kuch bhi likhta to wo adhoora sa, murjhaya sa lagta.
Bahut der tak sochta raha , likhta raha par apni soch ko, wo sringar, wo rang, wo dhar nahi de paa raha tha jo honi chahiye thi.
Kuch samajh nahi aaya to bahar nikal gaya chai ke liye.Bazaar lagbhag khali tha,kuch bache baniyan nikkar mein toli bana ke hullad masti kar rahe the.
Jyadatar dukanein band thi.kuch college ke ladke chai ke dukaan pe dera jamaye the, hothon se ciggarete lagaye , gol challa bana uda rahe the.
Acha laga ye nahi keh sakta par thoda so vismay jaroor hua.
Phir chai peete peete dekha ki wahin sabzi wala apni dukaan ki sabziyon ko theek kar raha hai, sath mein unki dharampatni bhi khadi thi.
Uske chehre pe pareshani ki lakeeron ko saaf dekh sakta tha.
Socha ye bhi kya zindagi, kuch paison ke liye kitna mehnat aur aaj ki jarrorton ke hisaab se kya itna kaaf hai, bechara kya kamata aur khata hoga.
Tabhi dekha ki uski biwi ne chupe se uske hath pe apna hath rakh diya.Wo bhi uski taraf dekh ke muskura utha.
Pata nahi aisa laga jaise usse jyada khush aadmi maine aaj tak nahi dekha.
Kahan kuch pal pehle mein use bechara samajh raha tha aur kahan ab yahi vyakti mujhe sabse khush aadmi lag raha hai.
Usko dekh ke ke samajh aay ki hame bas ek ehsaas ki jarrorat hai, ek pal ka hi sahi. Tamam pareshaniyon mein bhi aap wo khushi dhoond sakte hain.
Chahe ho sabzi wala ho ya, baarish mein khelte wo adhe nanage bache ya kuch bhi jo apke kareeb ho.
Ehsaas maa ke pyar se khana khilane ka, pehli baar college jaane ka, pehle pyaar ke ikraar ka,pehli baar papa ke sath dost jaise baat karne ka.
Ye sabhi ehsaaas hume apni nazar mein khaas banate hain.
Hamare wajood, is duniya mein hamare aane ka sukoon bhara ehsaas de jaate hain.
Bas kuch pareshaniyon mein hum ye sab bhool ke, nakaratmak vichron ke bhanwar mein phanste jaate hain.Jaroorat hai to bas apnepan ke ehsaas ka, khud ko mehsoos karne ka, aur zindagi ke bahon ka khushi khushi aalingan karne ka.
Phir mujhe bhi ehsaas hua ki kalam nahi mujhse ruthi hui hai, bas soch ki syahi mein udaasi ghuli hai.Jo vicahron ki naveenta ko kagaz pe nahi aane de rahi hai.
Zindagi ek chai ki pyaali hai, isme aap cheeni dalenge to wo mithi ho jayegi ,agar mirch daalenge to tikhi ho jayegi aur kuch nahi karenge to wo phiki hi reh jayegi.
Ye hum par hai ki hum kaise chai peete hain ya phir peena chahte hain.
Waise chai ka meetha ehsaas mujhe kuch kuch ab hone laga hai....
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